Bloom

These flowers came from a small packet of wild flower seeds, that I've sown late.

Today I received an appointment letter requesting attendance for an ultrasound scan from NHS Scotland; Charlie asked if I was relieved something was happening after six months of being shunned, without examination. I replied this is going into medical care sick, I'll be relieved when I am going out healthy from medical care.

Abdominal pain is worsening in severity every night, but its months of edema in my feet and legs that is bothering me. I am still suspecting its an allergic reaction to grass clippings; this is hard to avoid when farmers are harvesting silage about and around me.

There is good news, Charlie managed to purchase a new rear door for our truck from the scrapyard, a snip at forty pounds! This evening we attempted to fit the heavy door in the dark whilst cooking dinner. I'm heartfelt to see his optimism reinvigorated.

It's not always about attaining the newest thing, it's also about making the most of the used things; that are often wasting away, needlessly in redundancy.

Of all the hundreds of thousands of miles I have travelled, here, in this farm house was were a laid my hat; Charlie was the only one that calmed my terrors.